I hate fathers day

I was cleaning out stuff in my desk and found some paperwork from last year from the san anotnio winery.....then I remembered what monday would have been the one year anniversary of. now I need to go back to working on all the mental blockades that I had been building up cause they all just came crashing down in a big way

I would like to ask everyone not to touch me or hug me for a while. With all the shit thats going on in my head from the bad ex(pre dani) and dani too, I just dont feel comfortable with being touched by anyone right now

Would you...
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Kiss Me?
[] Let Me Kiss You?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?

[] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If I Was Being Put Down?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?
[] Fall in love with me
[] Like me
[] Love me

Do You...
[] Miss Me?
[] Think I'm Sexy?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?

Am I...
[] Smart?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] Loveable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
[] Ugly?
[] Gorgeous?

Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?

Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me
[] my friend?

*comments are screened and you can post answers annoymously if you want*

I think tonight i'm gonna go out to one of the dive bars in my neighborhood, it's been a while since I just sat around at a bar and drank. maybe i'll even have a lil fun too.

Scorecard:

17 beers
4 shots of Jim Beam
5 jello shots
4 margaritas
2 purple

ate very little. UGH. I think i'm going to die.

If you dont want me to move then either help me find happiness out here or shut up about me moving and wish me luck on fixing the problem of un-happiness in my life

as days go by i'm finding less and less reasons to stay living in los angeles or california for that matter. come october i'm moving to missouri